I’m Done. DONE. - Day 17
today was the fun fair at my school. while i was just walking around looking for someone, you friends start throwing things at me.
and you just stood there.
i didnt expect you to jump in front of me and be my sheild or anything, but y did u just stand there? even if you just tried, and said maybe “stop it guys.” it would have worked. and even if it didnt, i wouldnt care because i know that you had the intention to stop them, that you care just for a minute.
but you didnt.
wat was i thinking? that you would do something like that? im crazy.
do u know wat the first thing that came out of my mouth was? “im done.” then the tears came.
i told my friend who said to just forget about them:
“you dont understand. how much it hurts. for that one person who said ‘i love you’ to you many times, who hugged you, made you day, kissed you, for that person to just stand there. i fell in love with him, believed him, trusted him, and then he just pretended none of this happened. he just wiped everything away, and pretended like NOTHING went on between us. like everything that happened never existed, WE never existed. i dont exist.”
so im done.
my friends were right about you. you arent worth my time if youre gonna treat me like that.
im done. i dont care if you talk to me, because i certainly wont talk to you. i dont care if u say hi, because im not going to say hi, make the first move. im done trying to fix something that i should have realized couldn’t be fixed.
ive finally moved on for sure.
~I’m Done. DONE. - Day 17~